I'm a 25-year-old boy. Smart, inquisitive, handsome, sexy. I have a very good friend from the university with whom we share everything. Smart, creative, charming, sexy. We have tremendous confidence. It's a lot to watch porn and get our cheesy together. We're not ashamed of each other. He had shown me a video of himself having a threesome with another boy. We just started to get even closer, and I fell in love with him. He told me that he'd like us to try some things together someday, other than the check. I said that we could try with an intimate relationship, to which he replied that he did not reject the idea. I want him for a relationship, I want him for sex. For two years, though, I've been friends with a girl. She's great. Smart, funny, radiant, sexy. We talk about all kinds of topics and we've shared a lot of things. She told me she wanted to try a threesome with two boys. Pretty soon, we were drunk in the dorms. I went in for a bath, and she came in the shower with me. I wanted to her, but I didn't want to do that, on a drunken head. The moment I started getting hard, I got scared. I came out of the bathroom and went to the neighbors' room. I went into their bathroom and got a cruel handjob. I went back to my room, and she was already asleep naked. I fell in love with her. It looked amazing. I tucked it in. The next day, she didn't remember these events, and I reassured her that nothing had happened. I told her she was beautiful when she was naked, and she was charming and with a slight smile, saying she was a little ashamed of her but thanked for the compliment. He added that next time he would try not to get so drunk and that he would not fall asleep until what was supposed to happen the night before. In short, he's going to let me go. I want her for a relationship, I want her for sex. That I'm bisexual, it's become clear. But right now I have feelings and I'm in love with both sexes. These are people who do not know each other closely but understand and communicate well when they see each other. They both have incredible qualities and skills. They both like me and showed it to me in some way. They can both be my perfect partners. I don't want to choose, and I don't want to reject them. What am I supposed to do? Should I collect them and suggest that we form a triangle?
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