Being A Virgin Is A Terrible Diagnosis

The Story

Hi! For a very long time, I wanted to share my anguish and decided to do it right here. I'm a frequent visitor to the site, I've read a lot of stories of people who have found a solution to their problem or the least support from commenting, so I'd like to try it myself. I'll give it to the point! I am a girl of 18 years, I live in a large Bulgarian town and I am a virgin. What a surprise, isn't it? You're going to say that you imagining that I have a problem and that being a virgin is the most normal thing in the world. But lately, I feel like I'm the only one who's not normal. I can only say good things to myself:D. I consider myself to be an intelligent young man who is continually striving for self-development and improvement. I have the confidence to say I'm beautiful, maybe I own a small dose of charm. So much for the good part. I've never had a male friend, not one boyfriend, never kissed, never slept with anyone before in my short life. I was always different and it was definitely hard for me to fit in my middle. I have not been an outsider, I have a circle of people with whom I communicate, but I have always sought to create real friendships that will last a long time. Alas, it didn't work out. I have friends, but I feel lonely and misunderstood. And when it comes to communicating with the opposite sex, it's a real torture for me, probably for the other side. I am not ashamed of the guys, I speak freely on all sorts of topics, but not long after the other side is headed to my girlfriend who obviously possesses more qualities than me and immediately starts to go out to meetings, cafes, bars, etc. And I'm staying empty-handed, and lately, this movie's been repeating over and over and over again. That's why I'm looking for a problem. I probably have it in me, but I can't find a quality solution. Accordingly, my girlfriends already have a prominent sexual experience, and I am standing diagnosed with a virgin. I feel like I'm living an incomplete life because I've been nag by those girlfriends that I haven't slept with anyone yet. I want to go to the other side of the sexual act, but I think there's no passenger on my train. Understand me correctly, I have a feeling that the boys, and the men with whom I communicate subconsciously "smell" my virginity and avoid me. I would be happy if there is someone else in a similar situation who has overcome this and can get me into the shoes and give advice. I am open to any opinions and comments. Thank you for did you come to the end of my ways, and I wish you only good things to happen:)

Last Updated
May 19, 2020
Author:
slaverupa1

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