Hi, I'm an 18-year-old girl. A few days ago something ridiculous happened that hurt me a lot. My boyfriend and I didn't have much money and we hadn't gone shopping for food, I drove on slices for a few days, but I got sick, I was already vomiting from bread. I really wanted pizza and I told my friend, he replied that we would have some in a few days. The day in question came, I had hardly eaten the night before and in the morning, I was so hungry that I could barely walk. We reached the pizzeria and took the pizzas that were in boxes for home. I felt that I was already dropping out and I could barely move, I told him to sit somewhere to eat to get better and go home (considering that we are not two steps away from the pizzeria). He frowned, but I insisted at that moment that I was afraid of fainting, we sat down in a not very visible place and I took out the pizza and opened the box of sauce and started eating. I asked him if he wanted to and he refused, repeating that he looked like a tramp, that we looked like, etc. I told him that it wasn't like that, a lot of people sit outside and eat pizza, donuts or whatever, even that the boxes are for being able to eat outside the restaurant. So we started arguing, I felt embarrassed, I was sick of my own friend telling me things like that, I got up, closed the sauce and put it carefully in the bag. We left he was carrying the pizzas and as we walked the box of sauce fell to the ground. I was a little behind him and he turned to look at me with such hatred ... I had the feeling that he would give me. He growled and started shouting that it was my fault that we sat there to eat as if we were homeless because of my simplicity the sauce had fallen, but in fact he did not hold it and rolled out of the bag ... I was even more ashamed that my street was screaming like that, I couldn't hold back my tears and I was crying. I explained to him that I was sick because I hadn't eaten and that I would faint, and he got even angrier and shouted that he didn't care at all if I was sick if I fainted ... I wanted to turn around and leave, but I got scared. he was so angry, I said nothing. When we got home I asked him why he was shouting at me like that and he started shouting again "now you will eat the pizzas, do you understand, I don't care how not to eat them" hours and I hadn't even rented I was sick and fell asleep,
1 tdboner answered
There is a very true saying - When poverty enters through the door, love comes out the window. You don't write anything about why you live with a friend at this age, instead of with your parents or in a student dormitory, but you've obviously graduated and worked, but you can't handle the expenses. My advice is either to find another job, or at least to learn to cook. For example, you can bake a pizza yourself - a little flour, water, tomato sauce and yellow cheese, and bread if you don't feel like eating - cook pasta with red sauce and you're done. It's as if you're both not ready for life outside, but by some coincidence you live together. You can't cook or even take care of yourself, it's a great complex. I don't think the problem is with the sauce, though. It's just that the poverty you live in is the reason for these quarrels. Find other jobs, even go to work abroad or at resorts or at least seek help from parents. You don't write if you have a profession and where you live, but as a girl and without a profession you can earn quite well as a waitress, because there are tips. Apart from bread, there are other cheap ways to get full - pasta, rice, potatoes, yogurt, eggs, cabbage and other vegetables according to the season and so on. For example, pizza is still not a complete food and with the money you give for such things, you could at least buy chicken and eat human. Learn in a nutshell to cook and handle less money, as well as bring some sandwiches to work and even in a box of pasta with cheese or something. For example, I was very poor, I lived in poverty as a student, but I did not fall out because I was cooking. During the day I ate ordinary biscuits and brought apples, water, and in the evening I always cooked and thus saved a lot of money - I do not remember eating pizzas and other fast food, because they are not only harmful but also expensive. For example, if you bake a pizza at home, it costs a maximum of BGN 2. Even if you put electricity inside, and if you bake two even cheaper - it is nothing more than ordinary dough, a little tomato paste, spices, five pieces of salami and 15 grams of yellow cheese - your pizza is ready.