I haven't felt so embarrassed recently. The situation is as follows ... I am a student and I travel to the university by bus every day. He (let's call him M.) is the owner of the bus company and is a driver 2-3 days a week. For a month, and maybe a little more, I've been experiencing mixed emotions about him. Only my closest friends know about them, and I have no intention of understanding anyone else. My thoughts are confused, which you will probably understand by reading what is written. Several times it happens that only he and I are on the bus for a few minutes, which confuses me even more. Awkward silence, looks - meaning something, or not ... ignorance ... hell for me. We are from the same city, but we have not met anywhere. M. is about 30 years old, he is unmarried. I don't know the body language that much and I can't know his attitude, which seems the same to me. When I saw him for the first time I didn't even like him, but that's what happened about 4 years ago - I met my ex-boyfriend. Well, tell me your opinion ... on this snowy day I'm alone with my thoughts - more confused than ever. I don't have an ACTION plan, I'm not looking.
1 wonderfuli answered
You sound like a 13-year-old to me, and that's how you think ...