As Stiff As I Am, I'm Supposed To Be Extra, But I Actually Feel More Helpless Than Ever

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It's as if I'm frozen and can't do almost anything that requires some proactivity. I do my daily things, but I need external stimuli to become active for something different that requires some effort from me. I had a very busy and demanding job, I replaced it with something much calmer and physically I feel very good, but mentally I was completely confused. At the moment I do mostly things that I like and I just panic when I have to do something new or I'm not sure about. I didn't have this problem before. I thought that after I left and minimized the unpleasant experiences I would overcome the stress, but I feel so helpless and stiff and absolutely unable to change anything in my life.

Last Updated
September 18, 2020
Author:
red_garnet

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