Anxiety, Trembling During Sex ?!

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Hello! I will drive straight. I have a friend for almost 5 months. Whenever he calls me or I know he's coming to pick me up to go somewhere together and a worry starts, I can't even put on make-up like people do. It's the same during sex, I just feel my hands tremble. He is my first ... let's say it's because of that, but we went on vacation, I stay with them, he knows ours and I know theirs, time has passed anyway. What could it be? Even when he kisses me and I pull away sometimes, something always scares me. And I want it so much. Recently, he even started asking me if I'm okay, if he's too rude, he can feel it - my pulse is speeding up a lot. I don't know what to say. I'm generally more shy, but when we talk about work or whatever - no problem ... he even tells me that I've started to open up a lot (as a joke), but if he gets too close and gets to a kiss, I even go numb, I've already said about sex, it's all in his hands. Will it pass with time? Maybe that's a little for me? Or am I just like that? I also wonder what men think. I know they love the liberated, but still. At 21

Last Updated
August 05, 2020
Author:
hildayani

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