Anxiety ...

Hello, I have had a problem with trust for some time. Now everyone doubts me that he is not the one he pretends to be or does not do what he promises. Mostly in love. I have a man next to me, but whatever he proves to me, I always doubt. It's as if I want to know things as they are, not betray me. I was betrayed by close people and it's as if I don't believe it since then and that's it. I look at someone and wonder what he's hiding. Of course, I'm not interested in other people's lives, but only if something affects me. The biggest problem is that it prevents me from living, smiling, making plans for the future with a person, because I am afraid of being betrayed, deceived or used simply for some purpose. Sometimes I even tremble, at the thought or if I know something, but saw something else, for example, to lie to me. I've had a man by my side for a long time, who wants to be with me and despite everything that has happened between us he was the strongest in the relationship and still is, but I can't relax every time it can't be true that I have a person next to me, it's like something has to there is something he hides from me, and I don't want to stay with a person if there are secrets from me mostly about other relationships or desires. I don't know what's happening to me, but I can't enjoy life as before. Before I didn't think so much and I lived more calmly, but it was in my high school years, and now when my family is waiting for me, etc. I think everything as if I can control it or change it. And most of all, am I wrong with the person, am I blind if he lies to me, or is he sincere or not? Tay rarely talks about feelings and things like romance, etc. If you find yourself in such a situation, if you can give me advice I will be very happy. what happened between us he was the strongest in the relationship and still is, but I can't relax every time it can't be true that I have a person next to me, it's like there has to be something that hides from me and I don't I want to stay with a person if there are secrets from me mostly about other relationships or desires. I don't know what's happening to me, but I can't enjoy life as before. Before I didn't think so much and I lived more calmly, but it was in my high school years, and now when my family is waiting for me, etc. I think everything as if I can control it or change it. And most of all, am I wrong with the person, am I blind if he lies to me, or is he sincere or not? Tay rarely talks about feelings and things like romance, etc. If you find yourself in such a situation, if you can give me advice I will be very happy. what happened between us he was the strongest in the relationship and still is, but I can't relax every time it can't be true that I have a person next to me, it's like there has to be something that hides from me and I don't I want to stay with a person if there are secrets from me mostly about other relationships or desires. I don't know what's happening to me, but I can't enjoy life as before. Before I didn't think so much and I lived more calmly, but it was in my high school years, and now when my family is waiting for me, etc. I think everything as if I can control it or change it. And most of all, am I wrong with the person, am I blind if he lies to me, or is he sincere or not? Tay rarely talks about feelings and things like romance, etc. If you find yourself in such a situation, if you can give me advice I will be very happy. but I can't relax every time it can't be true that I have a person next to me, it's like there has to be something that hides from me, and I don't want to stay with a person if there are secrets from me mostly about other relationships or desires. I don't know what's happening to me, but I can't enjoy life as before. Before I didn't think so much and I lived more calmly, but it was in my high school years, and now when my family is waiting for me, etc. I think everything as if I can control it or change it. And most of all, am I wrong with the person, am I blind if he lies to me, or is he sincere or not? Tay rarely talks about feelings and things like romance, etc. If you find yourself in such a situation, if you can give me advice I will be very happy. but I can't relax every time it can't be true that I have a person next to me, it's like there has to be something that hides from me, and I don't want to stay with a person if there are secrets from me mostly about other relationships or desires. I don't know what's happening to me, but I can't enjoy life as before. Before I didn't think so much and I lived more calmly, but it was in my high school years, and now when my family is waiting for me, etc. I think everything as if I can control it or change it. And most of all, am I wrong with the person, am I blind if he lies to me, or is he sincere or not? Tay rarely talks about feelings and things like romance, etc. If you find yourself in such a situation, if you can give me advice I will be very happy. and I do not want to stay with a person if there are secrets from me, especially for other relationships or desires. I don't know what's happening to me, but I can't enjoy life as before. Before I didn't think so much and I lived more calmly, but it was in my high school years, and now when my family is waiting for me, etc. I think everything as if I can control it or change it. And most of all, am I wrong with the person, am I blind if he lies to me, or is he sincere or not? Tay rarely talks about feelings and things like romance, etc. If you find yourself in such a situation, if you can give me advice I will be very happy. and I do not want to stay with a person if there are secrets from me, especially for other relationships or desires. I don't know what's happening to me, but I can't enjoy life as before. Before I didn't think so much and I lived more calmly, but it was in my high school years, and now when my family is waiting for me, etc. I think everything as if I can control it or change it. And most of all, am I wrong with the person, am I blind if he lies to me, or is he sincere or not? Tay rarely talks about feelings and things like romance, etc. If you find yourself in such a situation, if you can give me advice I will be very happy. n I think everything as if I can control it or change it. And most of all, am I wrong with the person, am I blind if he lies to me, or is he sincere or not? Tay rarely talks about feelings and things like romance, etc. If you find yourself in such a situation, if you can give me advice I will be very happy. n I think everything as if I can control it or change it. And most of all, am I wrong with the person, am I blind if he lies to me, or is he sincere or not? Tay rarely talks about feelings and things like romance, etc. If you find yourself in such a situation, if you can give me advice I will be very happy.