Hello! I'm a 20-year-old girl and I'm very hurt. Which, of course, I'm the only one to blame, but I'll tell you now. 3 weeks ago we started writing to a boy who was abroad and said that he comes every month for 4, 5 days and will be happy to see you. We wrote to each other on all sorts of topics in the beginning. Explain to me why he is there, what he does. That he had been alone for several months and wanted something serious again, hinted that he wanted him with me. He called me nice names, called me to talk. In reality, it was as if we were already together, just not physically. A few days ago he surprised me by saying that he would come for two days, he had some work and he would definitely take me to them to spend some time together. He came, took me, and prepared dinner and wine with them, and we made a movie. We talked for hours about what not. We tell each other past stories. He didn't kiss me at all, which leads me to think that he may not have liked me or I don't know either. But he was holding my hand. I was lying on his shoulder and finally we just started kissing. We had sex, then sat in front of the TV again. We did it again and I finally fell asleep on his chest. It is these moments that hurt me now, because I have been single for many months, I do not find my man, I was fine with him. He had hugged me all night and wouldn't let me go. He had made coffee in the morning, I had an appointment with a dentist, and he worked on a motorcycle. We broke up and he said he would call me if we would see each other again today because he had some things to do. He wrote to me later that he would not succeed because he would be able to travel abroad at 4 o'clock. I said "OK. I was dumb. He asks me what I'm doing, I told him and I didn't ask him. He hasn't written to me since, he hasn't called me. Today I finally wrote him what was going on. Where the calls and kind words disappeared and that apparently it was all just sex. He said no. I'm just rotten, I'll write to you later and that he was still sleepy. I feel awful that they fuck like that. If he had told me he just wanted sex, I wouldn't have imagined anything and let him care. I would just know not to expect anything ... It's very hard for me now and I can't forget it.