Another In Love With A Married Man

The Story

Hi! I also decided to write on this site, because with my emotions things happen that I can not share with anyone else. I'm in an unhappy nearly 15-year marriage. About two years ago, I fell in love very strongly with a married man who lives in my entrance. I've seen his wife, but we don't know each other. In the beginning, he and I were just congratulating each other and it seemed that we were very happy to see each other. In that period, I just got obsessed with him, constantly thinking about where he was, what he was doing... Over time, he started talking to me more. I was so happy, and I was so jealous of his wife that I decided to back off. I started to be cold and distant, even though I was tearing myself apart inside. I kept thinking about him, it's been months. He recently asked me if I was mad at him and I denied it, but I just couldn't tell the truth and reveal myself to him, after all, we both have families and children. From a neighbor who lives on the floor above them, I found out that she hears them talking in a high tone often, but other times she's seen them behaving very much in love with each other. More recently, he stepped away from me, probably as a result of my behavior, and now I'm very sick. I can't stop reminding myself of the time we greeted each other, we looked at each other. I want him so badly that I would break up my family and get back together with him, but I don't know if he would, and I wouldn't in any way have an extramarital affair with anyone, not even him. I'm very afraid to risk confessing to his feelings because if nothing happens between us, we'il continue to live in the same way. But now I live day after day in constant agony. I don't know what to do. I'm so close to him, and it's not mine.

Last Updated
June 18, 2020
Author:
justinsandersxxx

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