Hi, I'm 17 years old, girl. I have no desire to go to school, I am constantly late. I have no friends outside of school to have a coffee with and talk to. At school, I get along with almost everyone in my class. I go home and sit at the computer. I hang in the net all day. Until it's time to go to bed. And so every day of God. I hardly eat. I eat once a day, if my mother reminds me. I smoke cigarettes, marijuana. I recently tried cocaine. I go out with men and have sex with one of them. Somehow I don't feel alive anymore. Time kills me, slowly and painfully. I have a "best friend" ... supposedly. She moved to live in another. city. We rarely see each other, we hear each other every day, we write to each other ... but somehow it's like we're pseudo friends. I do not want to do anything. I wonder which day they will write about me in the newspapers. A girl jumped from an apartment building or a girl was found with cut veins in her own bathroom. Before I cut myself, I realized that it didn't help me at all. Only my scars remained. I'm not ashamed of them. A short story of my miserable life.
1 jenny_lind answered
What is this fashion with cutting I can not understand.