Hello! I know it's full of stories like this. I know someone will start insulting me right away. But I need to share this because it has been bothering me for 3 years. I like my teacher (Yes, Ha-ha-ha. Start with your insults - Now). The story is this: 3 years ago I moved to high school. The first day, the first hour, I met this lady. She came, introduced herself, but I didn't pay attention. It wasn't until 2 o'clock that I started to like her - to this day.
Maybe 2 and a half years. I don't know what's happening to me, but when I see her and start shivering, I can't look her in the eye. And I don't know why. 3 days ago I had BD. I have been planning it since December. Because I knew that then we did not have a class with her and I thought and thought through all the script in my head. When that moment came, I just couldn't go, I was shaking and I would just faint. Then (thanks to my friend, if it wasn't for her ...) a classmate saw that I didn't want to call her and she called her. The lady came, I went, she wished me various things, shook my hand. Believe this moment I have been waiting for so long. To touch her hand. DIVINE !!! Then I was not in the 7th heaven but in the 78th heaven. Just an amazing feeling!
When we're in class, I constantly look at her in love, and hell she still doesn't know how I feel. She also looks at me, but angry (not the word is not accurate, rather, the look and shows indifference) but believe me, this look kills me. Like her smile. God, that smile is everything to me. I would do anything for her. And her voice is like an angel's. Sometimes I think it's an angel who fell to Earth. I always want to be just the two of me. I have such a scenario at home. I say you go and you do it. Finally, when I see her, my stomach shrinks, my heart runs away from my body. And that look, he's killing me.
I even go to consultations (only me) ... my success in Bulgarian went up drastically. Even in order to attract her attention, I do all sorts of nonsense, just to look at me with that look or to scold me. But she doesn't understand. My friends say don't, don't tell! She has a family (I think there is only a man - a policeman) what an irony.
But I want to admit it. I am afraid that the principal will not understand, but there is already such a case of a student-teacher and the teacher is still at work. Apparently our director has no problem with that. By the way, I am tormented by the fact that she will lose her job because of me (if it is understood that I love her). I'm sorry I can't formulate my sentences when I think about her and at the moment I don't know what I'm writing ... I don't know. I would ask you for advice on what to do to get their attention. To stand out from the crowd. You do not know what sorrow is. I think about her all night and all day. I thought of writing Bulgarian as a foam profile because we will spend even more time together, but I didn't have the opportunity. Please help, I can't stand it. Put yourself in my place before you insult me. To love a person unconsciously, to be by your side, to see him every day, but not to be able to touch him ...
You die slowly every day
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