Good evening to all readers. I've been depressed in recent weeks, or so I think. I am 24 years old, I have been living in a small town in England for 6 years.
I have a good job, I'm not complaining. A few weeks ago, the MMA gym where I train was closed (I train for pleasure and to be in shape, not to be a street fighter). I have been training mixed martial arts for about 2 years. After the hall was closed, I felt hellishly empty, I didn't expect to be so addicted to this thing.
My days turned black. All I do is go to work, nothing else. I get up at 4, start work at 5 and go home around 3. It's 6 days a week, I don't do anything else.
I don't have a girlfriend, I don't think I will have one here, I don't have friends or relatives here. I don't know how long this situation will last, and I'm starting to go crazy at home without training. I started training as a joke, and I'm very stocky right now. I want to find another hobby and combine both, I don't want to be totally addicted to MMA.
I do not stop watching MMA videos at home, at work most colleagues are interested in mixed martial arts and fall in love with them. How do I find something else I like? I have tried everything and so far without success. Help group, I'm going crazy at home, and I can't go home separately. :(