As the title suggests, I'm just a 17-year-old teenager, but I feel like I'm 57. In the last year, everything is so monotonous for me, I don't have a gram of empathy for my friends or relatives. From school I go straight home and go to sleep, then I wake up and wait for the next busy day to come, I train, but it doesn't seem to attract me at all, and I had a lot of desire until a year ago. I don't have time to go out to breathe, I'm constantly busy with tests and computer work (I work on one site). I also became very phlegmatic, sleepy and irritable, when they talk to me I just nod or say "Mmm" and if I have to go somewhere I get so tired that even this causes a slight pain in my legs. On top of that, when I looked at the mirror in us 1 week ago, I realized that I already have 2 white hairs on the sideburns and I didn't see that, I even saw it on the camera of the phone. My life is not and has never been something special, all the same, and that's why I say to myself, '' What's so great that I'm going to waste my supposedly best years? "I just want to wake up every time I fall asleep, past the mid-50s, beard and white hair, at least there will be something to be beaten every day. Do you think this is strange?
1 mrlouiss answered
It's not. I think millet needs a change. I'm not saying that school in its current form isn't the best thing that can happen to a person, but definitely, this monotony from 5th to 12th grade can drive a person crazy, especially if it matures faster. The bad thing is that there is no mass emphasis on extracurricular activities, and when there are such activities, they are still occasional. My advice is to find the things that make you happy and to indulge in them in spite of school. Find hobbies and new friends. The fact that I met some people at school every day does not mean that you have to be friends with them. "An inseparable class" sounds good for a fairy tale, but people don't always fit together, simply because they have to stay in a room for half a day. Get into music, some sport, collect something, learn something, DO SOMETHING. Because believe me, it will get worse. If you have not learned now to do what makes you happy, then in 10 years it will be very difficult for you.