Am I That Weird?

The Story

I don't know why, but I feel pretty weird and different. It's not about the way I dress or behave, it's about my thinking. I'm 14 years old, girl ... All my classmates are boys, some have boyfriends, others have already done it, others are 'fishing' with boys. Something completely normal, but I don't want to move on to that. There is no 1 boy I like and want to be with him. There are many decent and nice ones, but I feel like friends, I can't look at them any other way. I'm sure I'm not the opposite, because just thinking about something like that and uh, I'm just not!

All the girls look elegant, frizzy with hairstyles, and I dress more loosely (I'm not a metalhead), I just like to walk more casually. Every girl wants to have beautiful and well-shaped hair, and I cut mine. I have very nice and thick hair, but I cut it as a boy and left longer locks on top of my head and bangs. I don't have to shape it for 2 hours, volume, nonsense. I don't know why I'm like that. Why don't I care about boys, high heels, make-up ... During the summer I went to my aunt's in Switzerland and I really liked their way of life there. Maybe I took the example of the casual style of most young people and I really like it.

The others don't make fun of me, but they look at my way of dressing strangely and I've often heard comments jokingly about a 'fallen German'. Yes, they look at me strangely. Especially the girls after I give them the answer 'Honestly, I don't care'. Maybe I realized this when I was at sea and there was a big guy on our floor who was with a different girl every day.

Did I wonder what kind of person is this? Okay, he's alive, but is this the most important thing? Then I went downstairs and saw a picture that I will remember forever. There was a man about 30 years old, I don't know, and I saw him hug his child and start to enjoy him and hug him. This softened me a lot. Then I made a comparison of who I would prefer 'the cool dude or the caring person' and yes ... That's another topic, but if you're still reading I want to ask you is it weird? I don't want a boyfriend, it's easy for me and I feel great. I'm worried if I don't have a very strange vision? I want to start with these things at least in 2-3 years. Am I that bad? the cool dude or the caring person 'and yes ...

That's another topic, but if you're still reading I want to ask you is it weird? I don't want a boyfriend, it's easy for me and I feel great. I'm worried if I don't have a very strange vision? I want to start with these things at least in 2-3 years. Am I that bad? the cool dude or the caring person 'and yes ... That's another topic, but if you're still reading I want to ask you is it weird? I don't want a boyfriend, it's easy for me and I feel great. I'm worried if I don't have a very strange vision? I want to start with these things at least in 2-3 years. Am I that bad?

Last Updated
July 25, 2020
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