Am I Sick?-mafiaazuloficial

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Hi, I'm an 18-year-old girl. I have had acne for almost 7 years and it is quite severe. I've tried everything has no effect. My face is full of holes and scars, and I can't stop squeezing them. Here is my biggest problem - I am self-defeating. I just can't control myself. I tell myself I won't do it again, but the next day the same thing. After each squeeze I cry and go crazy. I literally throw things away, argue with my mom, accuse her of not learning to pick them up, and finally I start to feel sorry for myself and promise both my mom and myself that it won't happen again. This does not happen every day, but still quite often. I go to private biology and chemistry I want to apply medicine. I chose the profession (doctor) myself, but at the moment I wonder if this profession is for me. I am a very good student, my grades are excellent compared to that I study in the most elite school in the city. I have to study something every day, I don't have time for anything else. I don't have a boyfriend, I've never had one. I am familiar with the feeling of loving but I also want to be loved. But with that ugly face, it looks difficult. So do you think this self-harm is a disease How can I overcome it? What to do with my acne? Thank you in advance!!!

Last Updated
October 14, 2020
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