Am I Really Attracting Him?

Health, my problem is this. I decided to please my friend after dinner ( he had not eaten, drinking beer in front of the TV) in sexy cut-out underwear, but quite strongly cut out. I sat next to him with oil, started seducing him. I smashed my breasts, watched it, touched it. He told me what happened to you, then we'd have sex. And I was naked with bottomless pants. I told him why I dressed - he's my first and I never do these things. I'm usually shy and I've only gathered courage for that) He told me well I have another 00 to drink it. People felt terrible. It's not enough that I've been through a lot of crap about him and his ex for his friends. Every time I tell him, let's go out and think he doesn't want to, and we stay at my place. And when they call, they run. I had a lot of problems with this and my ex. But I had a terrible night. I'm sitting on the couch, I'm erotically on my chest and nipples. Beer.. - Inside