Am I Doomed?

The Story

Hello, I am a woman almost 21 years old. A few days ago I received a smear test and HPV. It turned out that I have HPV 6, HPV 16, inflammation and mild dysplasia (CIN1 abnormal cells). I dug around on the internet and HPV 6 is safe, but it causes papillomas (which I can't get rid of, even though they have been burned twice with medical electricity and I smeared them with Aldara), and HPV 16 is high risk. Dysplasia is a precancerous condition. I don't stop crying. I was always careful, I checked myself and I was in good health and a mistake with a person irresponsible to his own health turned out to be fatal. I am alone now, I don't know if I will ever find someone to accept me in this way, and even if I did, I would never pass on my illness to anyone else. Do I have a chance to heal completely and my body to deal with the viruses? I'm still young, only child and granddaughter, I always wanted to start a nice family and have many children. Now I do not know if this is possible, what manipulations they will do to me, whether it will affect my fertility, whether it can develop into cervical cancer. I am out of the country, it will be possible for me to visit a doctor in about 10 days and everything I read on the internet drives me crazy. Please help me who is aware of this virus or has personally experienced something like this. Thanks in advance! :( what i read on the internet drives me crazy. Please help me who is aware of this virus or has personally experienced something like this. Thanks in advance! :( what i read on the internet drives me crazy. Please help me who is aware of this virus or has personally experienced something like this. Thanks in advance! :(

Last Updated
September 25, 2020
Author:
trixi_hot

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