Am I Crazy?

The Story

Hi, I'll try to write my story as soon as possible. It all started two years ago when I started dating my current boyfriend. In general, our relationship started strangely, because he had a girlfriend too and I had a friend that I didn't already love and things had ended long before that.... anyway... I'm crazy about my boyfriend, I love it, in general, I've never felt such love. And that's what makes me think all kinds of nonsense that don't really have soil, and I know it, but I can't realize it. I'm very jealous of him, for everything, sometimes with malice, I start arguing with him like, "why did you look at this one" or, "why do you still keep this one in friends after we've been fighting over her " or why you still keep your ex's mother in Facebook friends" things that are probably wrong, but it's getting me off balance... I've put my whole life in it, I love him so much, I can't imagine anything more with anyone ever. It fills everything in my life, it always makes me smile, but this desolate jealousy is going to drive me crazy. Separately I have complexes a lot, I do not know why, since I was a little girl. And I always feel like I'm not good enough for him, that he's going to find a better one, and you know, today it's very hard to keep your relationship and your family, and I'm one of those people who thinks a lot about the future, and those thoughts get in the way, I keep thinking about the worst thing that prevents me from enjoying my relationship because I'm constantly fighting with him about what I think of and things went by... I need a lot of advice, and I ask you to give me some - about my jealousy, about what to do so I don't push him away, how to stop thinking nonsense about his ex for example ( because they've been together for 3 years and I feel like the first love is not forgotten and I'm afraid of having no hidden feelings for her ) and general advice related to love, even if it's something like how to step away from a little because I'm sick of love.

Last Updated
June 03, 2020
Author:
morrigan_luxus

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