Am I An Alcoholic?

The Story

Hello. I only drink beer. I started at the age of 18, 1 per day for the kidneys / I had grit /. Then, of course, I increased the dose and after another 10 years I reached 4 or even 5 pitchers in the summer. I started at noon and ended in the evening. I went out with friends, we drank, we ate. That's how we had fun. In the park, on the bench, at home - everywhere the beer was by hand ... and it accompanied my life. Until I started to have health problems - enlarged spleen, accumulated toxins in the body. Pain. Numbness in the legs. In the evening, especially, my hands began to tingle - I could not move them. After this tingling I was very scared, I couldn't move my hand and I decided to stop drinking forever. My peripheral nervous system is quite damaged. I am a weak person, even athletic / despite the beer / IT IS VERY DIFFICULT. In the first days my head started to hurt a lot. Then I started drinking soft beer. After 2-3 weeks without alcohol - my tingling passed and I felt better. I lost 2 kilograms. I look good and I have never aspired to weakness, I used to play sports, but now I am afraid of the pain. And I will wait for it to clear completely. The problem is that there are constant occasions for drinking. Especially when you go out with company. I tried to drink 1 beer, but it turns out that then I want another 1. So I limited going out with friends / maybe I need to change the environment / still we only drank with them. And I did.

My goal is to cleanse my body. And when it is clean, I should drink only on occasion, and a little bit of 1 beer for a toast. I will never start drinking so much again and regularly due to health problems. I took stock and chose life over pain and fear. Instead of beer, I started pouring tea and soda. I stay home more now. I was at gatherings and there were temptations - I did not drink a gram. It's all about the psyche. I began to mentally adjust how I felt. My head no longer hurts in the morning - I was used to dizziness, going to bed at night / Sometimes I lose my temper and a lot. I get up as if I've been drinking / even if I'm drinking non-alcoholic beer / Now it's as if time passes more slowly. The pain under my ribs reminds me that it's NOT the time for a beer.

Even if I want to. I must have more toxins. I recently realized that I drank a lot and had a problem with alcohol ... I accepted it. I don't take drugs or smoke cigarettes. I've always said that nothing can be addictive - I've tried. And this alcohol played me. Therefore - the end. Honestly, if it wasn't for my health, now I would probably be jeans and I don't care! Maybe it's a sign of stopping and a new stage in life. Real-life. Not drunk and sober. Now I can't wait to clean up and start playing sports again, the sport lifts my spirits a lot. I will give myself to him. Alcohol is drunk by the weak, who would not do or say many things without it ... I know people - they become different when they sit at the table. This is a great delusion. Fortunately, I am strong and without alcohol, I do everything without it. And sometimes they ask me "what do you take" - I say - nothing. I'm happy. who would not do or say many things without him ...

I know people - they become different when they sit at the table. This is a great delusion. Fortunately, I am strong and without alcohol, I do everything without it. And sometimes they ask me "what do you take" - I say - nothing. I'm happy. who would not do or say many things without him ... I know people - they become different when they sit at the table. This is a great delusion. Fortunately, I am strong and without alcohol, I do everything without it. And sometimes they ask me "what do you take" - I say - nothing. I'm happy.

Last Updated
August 05, 2020
Author:
angie_eva

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