Am I A Fool?

The Story

Hello, I guess everyone has fallen in love and put on eyelids. "He's not like that ... he's different ..." Yes, I'm in that position right now, with the difference that I need to hear more opinions from different people who don't know me to find out what's really going on. So ... I'm 18 and my friend is 21. However, he lives in Spain and I in Germany (super weird, I know). We have been together for 2 years and we only see each other during the summer vacation, but despite everything I love him very much, he says the same thing. The problem is that since we know each other, he has always loved going out, restaurants, friends, nightlife ... good is not bad, except that I'm not with him. During the week he is at work, we talk in the evening for maybe 1 hour and go to bed, if Saturday comes he goes out and leaves me alone, without thinking about me and waiting for a whole week for Saturday to come and talk for a little longer than 1 hour. And this happens systematically ... I trust him that he is not with another, but it hurts me from the fact that he ignores me and over time it hurts more and more. I don't go out very much because I don't have friends here and that's why I need him so much. We have talked many times, we have quarreled (rather I quarrel with him) and that is it. Please give me your opinion, what is the reason for this? Just because I'm not that important to him or something? Please give me your opinion, what is the reason for this? Just because I'm not that important to him or something? Please give me your opinion, what is the reason for this? Just because I'm not that important to him or something?

Last Updated
September 15, 2020
Author:
leababyyyy

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