Please advice how to accept yourself. I'm not an immature teenager. I'm already a mature woman at 24 and I still can't stand it. I have the feeling that nothing is wrong with me. Yes, I will say that it is a psychological problem - it may be so, but I can't overcome it, I'm obviously very weak. Basically, when I think about how I look, I only think of bad things. If I start from the top down, I have almost nothing to like. My hair is greasy on top and dry like straw down (I'm constantly trying to deal with cosmetics, but I can't), I have an ugly nose, lips, and my teeth aren't good either. I have small breasts, I'm almost flat, my legs are crooked, my feet are awful, I have pimples - both on my face and body, I'm too white and every mole, pimple, scar or something like that, and they are not a little visible to me , I have a lot of hair, black, which I try to remove from the root, where I am all in ingrown hairs and whatever scrubs and creams I use I do not see the effect .... I can still continue, but it is enough to consider me crazy and start me you insult. So that's enough. When I was a teenager I felt the same way and I always hoped it would be a period and go through it, but alas it is not. In my life I have had two intimate partners for a short time. When it comes to sex, I stiffen, especially when I'm without underwear. If I stay in thongs and a bra, I feel a little better, because I know that at least some of my shortcomings will be covered up. I hate looking at myself naked. I haven't even been to the beach for years - I don't want to be seen in a swimsuit. I am totally lost and desperate. I no longer allow men near me, even if someone has more serious intentions, and if I like him, I reflect on him, because I know that if something more intimate happens, he will be disappointed.
When I'm out, I constantly look at my hair, face, clothes, body. I feel terrible when someone looks at me in particular. The bad thing is that I can't communicate. When someone makes me talk, I strain. I almost never know what to say. I can't support topics of conversation. I'm not interested in anything. People annoy me. They are often bad and offensive. They don't think about people like me who will go home and cry for hours. Yes! It sucks to be alone, but it's even worse to realize that this will be for the rest of your life. From a desperate soul ... When someone makes me talk, I strain. I almost never know what to say. I can't support topics of conversation. I'm not interested in anything. People annoy me. They are often bad and offensive. They don't think about people like me who will go home and cry for hours. Yes! It sucks to be alone, but it's even worse to realize that this will be for the rest of your life. From a desperate soul ... When someone makes me talk, I strain. I almost never know what to say. I can't support topics of conversation. I'm not interested in anything. People annoy me. They are often bad and offensive. They don't think about people like me who will go home and cry for hours. Yes! It sucks to be alone, but it's even worse to realize that this will be for the rest of your life. From a desperate soul ...
1 loly_two answered
Oh, head up! And kill your complexes. Even if you are ugly, like Grandma Yaga, it does not mean that you will not find a mate. She is married with two children. Apparently her husband appreciated her character, not her appearance (0bvivkata). And you are only 24!