All My Life Alone

The Story

Hello to all those who read these stories. Well, that's what I'm in. I am a 33 year old man and I stand alone. Where does the problem come from Some may immediately guess that the complex of the small penis. Yes, that's right. If I have to speak exactly with dimensions - 13 cm in erection and in a relaxed state it looks very small. There are people who I will say oh but it's not that small, etc., but for me it's extremely small. Even from the statistics available on the Internet, this is at the bottom and it is clear that it is small. I've read all sorts of opinions of women who say that they don't feel anything, that under 15-16 it was useless, etc. Others say that it worked a little, but the man should have known what to do, tongue, fingers . This is good, but I don't feel like a man and my self-confidence and confidence are totally crushed, what kind of fingers and others are we talking about. And will we drive it only in language? Ever since my youth, beautiful girls have been around me, at least in my opinion, it has even happened that they offer me sex directly without any hesitation, and I pull myself together like a jerk, and so not once or twice. I have always been ashamed and afraid that I will expose myself healthy, that I will become a laughing stock and a mockery, and yet when I tried exactly that, it happened - exposure and shame. With so much worry about this size, I was done in seconds. After these attempts, I completely collapsed and became depressed and stopped all attempts, and so I drove for years. I can't even have a normal conversation with a woman anymore. I even forget my name. During this time I switched to porn movies and I became obviously addicted to a lot of watching, the problem with the quick ending remained. Even alone without a wife, I was still cumming in seconds and there were more problems - it started to be very difficult for me. I read that many porn movies work this way and I stopped them for a while. I already feel an improvement in this regard, I started waking up hardened again in the morning and several times in masturbation I spent 30-40 minutes which I do not remember when it did not happen. So here things are mental and can be fixed. But with the size problem I do not know how to overcome. I can not take it anymore. I'm going crazy. I need a woman, sex. I want a normal relationship like any normal person. I'm afraid I'll be left alone. I need to be with someone. I'm not a selfish person who thinks only of himself and I would do anything to give the woman maximum pleasure, I would really do anything ... but there is no woman ... I don't think I look bad. I'm not full (without offending anyone), an athletic figure, most men would probably like to be like me, but so what. They are with their girlfriends and wives and I am alone. The problem remains. Most women like confident men with self-confidence which qualities I lack. The lack of experience also depresses me a lot. Probably the lack of more experience will become apparent. Here's a question for women - how would you react in such a case? Would you give the man a chance or would you leave him because he doesn't have much experience? For most, I'm probably another complex on the forums. They are right, of course I am. Whoever wants to be mocked, there is no problem. They say that sharing the problem would make it easier for you. Since I can't share it with someone live, I'm sharing it here, although I doubt it will make it easier for me. I already have a lot of extreme thoughts, I don't know how long I will drive like that. Lastly, I just want to tell everyone who has someone by their side, someone they like and love to hold and not let go and do everything for them. Is there anything more precious than having someone who cares about you, someone whose face is gray when they see you, someone who is happy to be with you. In my opinion, this is the most valuable. Be with your loved ones and love each other! Thanks to those who managed to read everything to the end. I wish you all the best! Thanks to those who managed to read everything to the end. I wish you all the best! Thanks to those who managed to read everything to the end. I wish you all the best!

Last Updated
November 07, 2020
Author:
qitbunny

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