After The Separation, People Avoid Me

Hello! I have been thinking of writing here for a long time, but for one reason or another I postponed it. So ... I'm 22 years old, boy. I live abroad. 6 months ago I ended my one-year relationship with the girl in question (also Bulgarian). It was a very toxic relationship, so to speak. We fought every day, I always tried to make things right, to learn from what happened, I tried to know what irritated her so that I could prevent it, because we fought every day anyway. But that didn't help, he always came up with more and more ridiculous reasons to be annoyed. It was as if he felt a need to have something to argue about every day. In many of our quarrels, she was severely insulted, she slapped me at least 10 times during arguments, which was probably the thing that ruined me the most. Insults, scandals, not only in private, but also in front of other people (my or her friends). After we broke up, she started talking about all sorts of fabrications about me, all sorts of ugly things, nonsense, things too far from the truth. Only people who know me personally know that these are complete lies. Everywhere I go and where there are people who know her, they laugh at me, believing the tons of cougar spit out of her mouth. It's awful. I didn't think her malice could reach such "heights." In general, I try not to pay attention to all this, but there are moments and situations in which I just get too uncomfortable. Separately, today I learned about another dose of mockery about my appearance, which several of her acquaintances tell about me, and about which they make fun of me. This is what my friends who went to a Bulgarian gathering in the city told me. How to deal with this growing tumor that I came across with this girl. Apparently he achieved his goal well - to limit my already scarce social contacts with other Bulgarians, and not only that. If I ever had an idea of ​​what would happen, I would never have thought to have any relationship with her. Let me just add that before we left, she said a lot of untrue things about her ex-boyfriend, 80% of which I personally knew were not true, but I never imagined that this could happen after our relationship. . I can't say that I lack female attention, but there is something in me that somehow stops me. It's as if I'm afraid the same thing will happen again. I don't care about relationships, boyfriends, etc. My desire disappeared, I became more insensitive. I was probably too disappointed. Friends, I will be glad to hear your opinion on the matter. How could I deal with the current ugly situation, the fruit of limited gossip-loving minds and based on their superficial point of view. Thank you.