Abundant Hair. It's Not Normal...

Hello, everyone! I am a boy of 14 and puberty has caught up with me. I have already lost the number of months in which my body hair continues and continues and continues ... The hair is really huge, the hair is black and long, and ... thick. I can't just look at my body. It looks awful ... I can't be like all normal boys my age - I can't go somewhere to play sports, I can't go out with a girl, I can't wear any lighter clothes (just a tank top, shorts), I can't even go at the pool just because someone will see my hair .. It's like a curse hanging over me like a sword of Damocles. It's really a lot. Already in the middle of 6th grade I had enough beard to shave it. I was ridiculed a lot at school and finally forced to get rid of her. My mother was more than hysterical. She was crazy. How could I have done it at the age of 13, if I hadn't been crazy, I would have regretted it for life ... I felt pretty bad. But this is not the only thing. I don't remember how many years ago I last touched my smooth arms and legs. The hair there is normal, but it looks like angora tights. On the arms they are up to the shoulders, they are black, they are thick and visible. There are also a lot on the legs - on the back of the thighs, they are many, they are thick. To be honest, I don't remember the last time I touched the smooth breasts and belly I had when I was 5. Whatever it says on the internet, it can't be normal to have a completely hairy belly and breasts at 14. There must be some reason which I just can't find. On top of that, it all continues - on the back and buttocks. I don't know (and I don't want to know) how far this will go ... On top of that, my mother doesn't even let me think about epilation or depilation. She grew up in a time when the line between men and gorillas was quite thin. She can't stand hairless men because she wasn't "male," and she had to turn me into a "man" because my father had died, and that was her duty. It's like a nightmare. It all started somewhere in 2008-2009 and then I wanted to get rid of my hair on my legs, which led to big quarrels and even a fight ... Then I stopped (fortunately she decided that everything was over and I gave up) and since then I'm just looking for some methods for effective hair removal, because I just don't know how far all this will go ... True, many of you may really be of the same opinion and hair be a sign of masculinity, but it's still the 21st century, not the time of Christ, and things are a little more - different .. Actually a lot ..- I've always dealt with every problem and I don't want this case to be an exception ... I don't have a close adult (neither a man nor a woman) or a good enough friend to share. For this reason, I seek help here. I will be happy if someone helps me, and I would ask for no offensive comments and attacks .. PS Sorry for the long description and lost time! - I have always dealt with every problem and I do not want this case to be an exception ... I do not have a close adult (neither man nor woman) or a good enough friend to share. For this reason, I seek help here. I will be happy if someone helps me, and I would ask for no offensive comments and attacks .. PS Sorry for the long description and lost time! - I have always dealt with every problem and I do not want this case to be an exception ... I do not have a close adult (neither man nor woman) or a good enough friend to share. For this reason, I seek help here. I will be happy if someone helps me, and I would ask for no offensive comments and attacks .. PS Sorry for the long description and lost time!