A Virgin Man

The Story

I am 31 years old and I am a virgin. I am 171 cm tall, with glasses, I walk well dressed in a sporty-elegant style: jeans, pants, jackets, bags, scarves, summer shorts, etc. shirts, T-shirts, epilated and everything fashionable that is worn, smartphone, etc. I love nature and travel, many girls have liked me so far, but when it comes to intimacy, I either give up or they cut me. When it comes to meeting and going out they refuse or if we go out I don't take the first step, I keep quiet, I'm ashamed and I'm bored and nothing happens. If I invite little girls, they are 10. -15 years younger than me and they obviously understand that I have no experience but I fall in love with them, I draw them, gifts, I make jokes and nonsense, I drool, compliments, I give and they start to they make fun of my feelings and discuss with their colleagues, wink at each other, laugh, which sucks terribly for me. When I invite them, they tell me I can't go out with you today, they don't give me their phone number, and it turns out that they either have a friend or they cut me on purpose. By that logic, there is no girl who has never had a boyfriend. I can't tell the difference and the border from a joke and who you like even though they flirt with me, look at me, catch our eyes, look me straight in the eye, follow me with their eyes and smile at me. I don't like going to discos because I don't drink, I don't smoke, I can't dance, and all the girls smoke, I only go to cafes and I've been studying so far. I don't go to parties or companies either because I'm afraid they will make fun of me there. I don't go to the gym either, because they will laugh at me when they see how thin and weak I am. I don't have a car, but I have a house. I have no young friends, I hang out with older 45 -50- 60 year olds, I'm not the opposite. I have the feeling that I am a person behind a mask - I pretend to be open, but then they understand that this is not the case and I have been masturbating since I was 12 years old. A lot of people have advised me like "go to a prostitute and catch a bitch to open you up", or "Look for modest girls on internet dating sites" or working in shops in my city. I have the feeling that I am deluding myself that there are modest girls. I apologize for the expression, but I think all women are bitches, or so it has been with me so far, or I have not come across the right girl to accept me as I am. I've read all kinds of sites for dumps like "Pickup art", dating sites, fashion, etc. Is it possible that I'm wearing glasses or is it from a height, that I am short, although I had a classmate who was quite tall and still alone even now and a shorter one who turned all the boyfriends. Please help with accurate and correct advice, I don't know what to do anymore, I'm very desperate… ..

Last Updated
October 21, 2020
Author:
laseletzky

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