we live at a distance of about 30 km, for months until the summer when we met, drank coffee, talked, said - that he will wait for me while I decide on something more serious ... We are not the first madness, maybe we are both more cautious, especially me! I had to help him, morally and financially / a little-loan / for the realization of his dream .... But then he became more and more irritable and accusing in our conversations, nervous ... maybe that we haven't had sex yet, but there was so much passion - not physically between us, I know that he thought about me all day, and I admit about him, I waited for the evening of our conversations, sometimes the struggle for supremacy / we are strong characters / .... and probably in my waiting for the right moment, maybe we missed the moment ... I don't know until last night when we said to each other - after a minor argument that we won't hear from each other! I do not know, where does the border of abstinence, passion, the desire to communicate flow !? cheated all this to the memory, I do not know, but I supposedly lived, saw a woman of 50! Maybe it's another trick of my life, and how I'm going to play it ..., the lesson is to learn it, and how like another test of fate for love or infidelity! questions, mazes .... solutions .... guilt and passion intertwined! Thanks for sharing! Be healthy, life is a moment!
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I think he used them and after not getting what he expected (except for the money), he showed his true face. And what you are experiencing is not love, but a passion that will quickly die out if it disappears from your life. Don't deal with it.