A Story Of One, A Man Without A Future

Hello, I want to tell you my story. I know it's not confessional here but. 12 years ago I met my ex, our relationship started with my work, even then I was a second violinist and went with another, but later chose me unfortunately "now". Teenage years, she with theirs, me with ours. I was trying to make a connection, not that I knew exactly how, but I wanted it. And another "friend" about whom I had doubts but always ran naturally went out with their company, etc. About 7 years ago. we started living together. Well, not exactly, but: 3-4 days of application then comes home and again: then she got pregnant somewhere, but unfortunately we lost it. After 1, 5 years later, there was good news again, everything went well this time and the best thing in my life appeared. I already had a daughter, we moved to live in them. When the child was about a month old, he called me to talk, it was important: He told me that the child may not be from me but from the friend in question, whom I had mentioned above. after a party, under the influence of alc. he had taken advantage, etc. He told me to choose whether I would stay with her and if I wanted to do a DNA test on the child, if I stayed with her she would be the best wife in the world. I thought about seven and decided to move on. I forgot to say that I am a child of divorced parents and I knew what it was like to be alone. That's how I did the test, not that I didn't look at the child constantly and didn't look for a resemblance to the idiot in question.

I worked night shifts during the day and helped the child, all her friends and they envied me for helping her so much. etc. After about a year and a half I decided to move into my apartment to be independent, I packed two rooms up and down and we moved in, up and down we managed. Well, they helped us and ours, you know how it is with young families. And so until 1, 6 months ago. She changed and started shouting at me in front of the child, not that I was a flower to smell, I no longer worked for myself but 7 days a week at 12 o'clock. And there was still not enough money, she took a relatively good salary, took out a loan to pay off our car, which I couldn't pay for anymore, was paying for it itself, I couldn't help it, I was just sinking. I was also not full-fledged at home, scandals, lack of money, etc., all of this was constantly being teased to me.

Until one day I told her. that the world does not revolve around it. Then the great hell for me began. He started doing what he wanted, things didn't go well one day and I said. that we have to clarify things to see if we will continue like this: then she told me. that the friend in question showed up a few months ago and that he wanted to do a DNA test on the child because he was told he looked like him, he told me that she had had a parallel relationship with him before the child was born. that the abortion we experienced together ... was still the child of his, but it decreased to be neither with me nor with him, that I did not give her the little she wanted. I was ready to swallow everything again for the sake of the child, but she is adamant.

So now it's out in a week, and I'm afraid I'll be able to handle being a father from a distance and on Sundays, what hands my daughter will fall into, and whether the relationship between us will be broken, in general, my fears are great. .. If you do not know who is to blame for the financial crisis? This is me!!! Excuse me for the spelling. because he was told that she looked like him, she told me that she had a parallel relationship with him before the child was born. that the abortion we experienced together ... was still the child of his, but it decreased to be neither with me nor with him, that I did not give her the little she wanted. I was ready to swallow everything again for the sake of the child, but she is adamant.

So now it's out for a week, and I'm afraid that I will be able to cope with being a father from a distance and on Sundays, in what hands my daughter will fall and whether the relationship between us will be broken, in general, my fears are great. .. If you do not know who is to blame for the financial crisis? This is me!!! Excuse me for the spelling. because he was told that she looked like him, she told me that she had a parallel relationship with him before the child was born. that the abortion we experienced together ... was still the child of his, but it was reduced to being neither with me nor with him, that I did not give her the little she wanted. I was ready to swallow everything again for the sake of the child, but she is adamant. So now it's out in a week, and I'm afraid I'll be able to handle being a father from a distance and on Sundays, what hands my daughter will fall into, and whether the bond between us will be broken, in general, my fears are great. ..

If you do not know who is to blame for the financial crisis? This is me!!! Excuse me for the spelling. that I didn't give her the little she wanted. I was ready to swallow everything again for the sake of the child, but she is adamant. So now it's out in a week, and I'm afraid I'll be able to handle being a father from a distance and on Sundays, what hands my daughter will fall into, and whether the bond between us will be broken, in general, my fears are great. .. If you do not know who is to blame for the financial crisis? This is me!!! Excuse me for the spelling. that I didn't give her the little she wanted. I was ready to swallow everything again for the sake of the child, but she is adamant.

So now it's out in a week, and I'm afraid I'll be able to handle being a father from a distance and on Sundays, what hands my daughter will fall into, and whether the bond between us will be broken, in general, my fears are great. .. If you do not know who is to blame for the financial crisis? This is me!!! Excuse me for the spelling.