Since today is the 12th anniversary of the 6th of April that I mention, I want to copy-paste my story here as well. In fact, it really was the only time in my life until I fell in love. It was very clean because I didn't know her, I didn't know anything about her negative blacks, and I couldn't be disappointed. Today has been a great day for me. I practiced what I love most in great conditions. I'm just copying the story I wrote 3 years ago on a winter night. Today marks 12 years since it happened. Although everything was unshared, the pleasant memory could not disappear from my mind. I know there is no way I can meet the girl in question again. Sometimes I even thought about hypnotizing myself so that I could relive those wonderful moments from those parties that happened in 2001. Enjoy reading. / copy-paste / Hello friends.
I can't sleep on this cold and lonely Saturday night and I just want to share something about love with you. They played a song on an Internet radio, http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ozdf12i6l_g which threw me back in the past into some very fond memories. I would like to tell you about them. Looking at it, my shortcomings seem to be more and I'm not among those who deserve to experience it, or I haven't met the right person yet, anyway, it doesn't matter here. So I listened to my song LSG / Oli ver Lieb / - Shecan. and I remembered that once in 2001 I was in love too. I'll tell you how. I listened to great electronic music and went to every party. Although I listened to dog trance, I also went to techno parties, just to have fun and see with friends. I was a first year student, my only worries were lectures and exams, my parents supported me, happy times in general. There were some dumps at these chat parties, but nothing serious happened, because after they released the exes and the weeds, the chicks couldn't remember who you were. I was one of the few who didn't get angry and didn't shake, we only went for the music.
Almost no one believed us, but it was true. I will never forget the memorable date April 6, 2001, the 5th birthday of Metropolis in Hristo Botev Hall. The night before, I had returned from Bansko, so I had been badly burned by my glasses. From the very entrance to the party, a good friend of mine was collecting the money, so I came in with only one greeting and the remark: "How bad you got burned is not true." As soon as I entered, I saw her in the hallway, she and her best friend. As usual, they held hands, as at any party. And they were regular at parties like me. I had met them very often, but they hadn't made much of an impression on me. At this party, I had the feeling that all my friends had poured in a pile. It was as if I knew the whole room.
Coincidentally, my company is positioned just behind their company. I kept my eyes on her all night. This was the only time in my life when I felt the so-called chemistry, but only me. My friends encouraged me, "Go talk to her about what you've been staring at all night." However, I did not laugh. I don't know egg breaker strategies and I can't go talk to strangers. I am very shy. In the early morning hours in the corridor DJ B1 / Bonetto /, who was unfortunately mentioned by cancer two years later, played a very pleasant and melodic trance. At around 5.30 am at dawn I saw her face for the first time in the light. At these parties, I had only seen her in the dark until now. I was speechless. To this day, I wonder how Mother Nature has managed to focus so much charm and beauty in a woman. She left at about 7 o'clock with her company. It was not far from my head to follow her, but I gave up.
After that party, I thought about the next one and prayed for her to come. After about 3 weeks, on 28.04.2010 came this moment, a guest was Marco Carola, in the ill-fated disco Indigo. Dumb cyclist/techno DJ /, but because of the possibility that she was there I went. Yes, it really was. I kept my eyes on her all night, but I wasn't afraid to talk to her. I was communicating non-verbally.
They started fucking me that nonverbal communication is actually about communicating with some, given that you don't want to recruit him. It was not a shame to ask, it was a shame to look like me and I heard such various reproaches all night. My friends left earlier, but I stayed. In the open part of the then Indigo, I could see her face in the light for the second time. I remember that this happened just when the aforementioned song LSG / Oli ver Lieb / - Shecan was playing. I always connect it with her. Then she seemed to notice me too. She started looking at me, her friends too. They were whispering something. At one point, however, some boys came, talked to her a little, and then they all started looking at me badly. One of them knew two of the security guards at the restaurant, so they came with them to look at me askance.
I left to save myself the trouble. Then Indigo went on summer vacation. Throughout the summer of 2001, I didn't stop thinking about her. I got up with the thought of her, almost every day I repeated to myself that at the next party I would do something, even if I wanted to become a razor and even eat paint. Indigo opened for a new last season / do you remember why it was the last / on September 15, 2001. It was not the first school day, because it was still a Saturday. Shortly after entering the party, I saw her with her friend holding hands as usual. I almost fainted. I've been waiting for this moment all summer. I decided to think a little before I acted. That's when I saw a friend of mine talking to her. It was the greatest gift ever known.
A little later I asked him to introduce me to her. He immediately rolled over. Unfortunately, I didn't hear her name correctly because of the noise. I'm 70% sure it was Nadia, but I heard her most clearly at the end. It could have been Tanya or Vanya. I talked to her a little, but unfortunately, I did not feel any feedback. She had no interest in me. Only I asked the questions. I only managed to understand that it was much smaller than it looked and that, in 2003 or 2004, rather than 2003 should graduate from the Commercial Banking High School in Sofia. At this party, I went wild like crazy, even though at that time I couldn't stand techno anymore. My friends were afraid that I would take some ex, that I would smoke weed or that I would confuse some proportions so that something would happen to me. But not.
Back then, serotonin in my brain was natural, produced by itself. At the end of the party, I hugged her and told her that I would be glad to see her at the next party. She, in turn, assured me that she would definitely come. A month later, I was in the seventh heaven, my world was rosy, just because I had made some contact with this woman. This was the third time I saw her in the light and I was so inspired that the next day I opened several programs for making electronic music and with very little knowledge I made a song, which I called "Her face in the sunrise". But what actually happened. After CJ Bolland, she stopped the parties. That was the last time I saw her. For these nearly 10 years I have had other love thrills, passions, but I can never say that I was in love. It was the only time I fell in love and I realized why. Because I hardly know this woman, which means that I know nothing about her negative qualities and sides. The next time I have had feelings and after we get to know each other, more or less over time they cool down. There's a woman I've been harassing for two years that I would accept in my life, but come to think of it, I can't say I'm in love with her.
Why? Well, because I have known her for more than 4 years and I am aware of some of her negative traits in her character. After almost 10 years, I still have not lost hope that I will meet this woman somewhere again. However, the world is narrow. I realize that she may already be married, have a family of her own, a child, she may have gone to live abroad, but still, the hope remains. Then my feelings were the strongest, the most real, though unshared. And what is the conclusion, why I was really in love then, but because I could not be disappointed. Thank you for your attention! that I would meet this woman somewhere again.
However, the world is narrow. I realize that she may already be married, have a family of her own, a child, she may have gone to live abroad, but still, the hope remains. Then my feelings were the strongest, the most real, though unshared. And what is the conclusion, why I was really in love then, but because I could not be disappointed. Thank you for your attention! that I would meet this woman somewhere again. However, the world is narrow. I realize that she may already be married, have a family of her own, a child, she may have gone to live abroad, but still, the hope remains.
Then my feelings were the strongest, the most real, though unshared. And what is the conclusion, why I was really in love then, but because I could not be disappointed. Thank you for your attention!
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