Things are a bit confusing, but I will try to explain them as well as possible. A bit of background - I'm a boy, 21 years old, I think I'm a pretty good person, but my huge downside is the insecurity to which I attribute my almost absent love life. I have had 1 girlfriend so far, but I will not blame the female class, like most unsuccessful men, because I realize that it is my fault. :) After all, several girls have told me that I am a nice and valuable man, but I myself did not know it (uncertainty) and I agree. However, this confidence must be based on something, not blown away by nothing. : Oh Of course I don't have many friends, but I'm grateful for those who are next to me, because they are real. I feel a little lonely, but I am constantly growing personally and I know that everything will be fine. I just see my mistakes, and I don't grumble about how unfair the world is to have good boys fucked. I have been attending an English language course for 2 years and there I met a girl who I later liked. In the first year, our relationship was collegial, nothing interesting. Then gradually, at least in my opinion, we started to get closer. I emphasize that she started looking for me. He shared more and more personal things with me. We had fun together. She was smiling at me, deliberately trying to touch her to see if she would pull away. In short, it was as if things were mutual. Now comes the drama - I invited her to a personal celebration and she gave her consent. She had good reasons why the vision could not take place, separately I was abroad for 11 days and so 3 weeks passed.
I'm sure she didn't lie to me and say it's bad luck. Then we saw each other, I jokingly reminded her and she said soon. Well, I was still waiting for him to remember - no and no. After a month or so, I calmly told her that it's not good for her to unwind me like that, and if she doesn't want the treat, just tell me, because it's a pretty wrong attitude and it keeps me waiting. Her answer was that it was not normal for me to be angry because our relationship was nothing. Honestly, this crushed me, because I don't think I deserved it and such nasty words from any situation ... I don't think it's abnormal to expect someone to do what he said. It is clear to me that this situation shows her real attitude and I do not have many illusions, but I still hope that you will help me to clarify whether there was any liking or I am hellishly deluded and naive? :) I guess I'm a little more attached because I'm pretty alone, but by no means have I bothered her. He continues to behave well after the incident. These human relationships are very bad, I don't think I'll ever understand them. ;)
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SHE fish in the sea, you have prepared the pan