A Lonely Boy

The Story

I decided to write here because once again I am alone and lonely and there is no one to go out with to have fun or anything like that. I'm 18 and now it's time to go out the most and have fun, but in fact it's not. I study in Varna, but in general I'm not from here and I don't have many friends. I had a serious relationship for 1 year, but it ended a few months ago and I have already experienced it. Not to brag, but I'm beautiful in appearance and I like girls, but I have a very different character from that of other boys and so far I have not found a girl who is like me and with whom I can be myself. I'm romantic, I watch romantic movies and I want a girl like that. I would give roses to my girl, I would write a poem, I would take long romantic walks, and then I would make passionate love with her. Of course I don't want to do just these things, I like variety, I also like going to discos, for example, and coffee, but not too often. As I read on the internet, all women and girls want this, and in fact I have not met any of them. All the girls I like outwardly, after I started to get to know them, I understand that they are sleazy, selfish, regularly smoking and drinking, bloated and pretending to be the greatest. Maybe my problem is that I'm 18 and I want a serious relationship, and girls my age are not looking for that, but older than me will not pay attention to me and in the end I will be alone again. What do you think I should do? Give me some advice once I started to get to know them, I realized that they were sleazy, selfish, regularly smoking and drinking, bloated and pretending to be the greatest. Maybe my problem is that I'm 18 and I want a serious relationship, and girls my age are not looking for that, but older than me will not pay attention to me and in the end I will be alone again. Tell me what do you think I should do? Give me some advice once I started to get to know them, I realized that they were sleazy, selfish, regularly smoking and drinking, bloated and pretending to be the greatest. Maybe my problem is that I'm 18 and I want a serious relationship, and girls my age are not looking for that, but older than me will not pay attention to me and in the end I will be alone again. What do you think I should do? Give me some advice

Last Updated
August 29, 2020
Author:
1duck1love

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