A Little Drama ...

The Story

Hi, I'm not sure how to start, I'm 27 years old and I think my whole world is collapsing and there's nothing I can do to change anything. Almost a year ago, I was a happy young girl who loved her job and her life in general, but what happened next had a serious impact on me and my outlook on life. I will try to tell my drama briefly. One day at the beginning of last summer I had just finished work and was walking to my car when a stranger stopped me and spoke. This type of dumps doesn't impress me, so I behaved politely, smiled and left. After 10 days at the same place I met the same person, this time he introduced himself and asked to meet and I agreed. 1 month later I was in love as a puppy. Most of you will probably think I'm just another fool who thinks that the world revolves around her and her problems, but believe me I have always been strong and persistent and I emphasize that I have never liked drama. For the first time in my life I began to love with all my heart a man who turned out that I still do not know. He is 13 years older than me and believe me a great storyteller. In the second month of our relationship, he stopped working, making up various excuses not to start again.

My accounts have naturally doubled and so far I am completely bankrupt and with a lot of credit. In time, he lied to me about many things, but I was blind. Things escalated when he wanted us to go abroad and I dropped everything and left. There he started hitting and humiliating me. Of course, things didn't work out there and I decided to leave, and he followed me because he "loves" me. We came back here and at no point did I think of leaving him despite everything just because I was in love. That's how I lived with him. I started working, and he rested and didn't care that I was exhausted. I still didn't care because I loved it.

The beatings became even more brutal. By the time I understood everything - I was comfortable, he always had another woman next to him who also lied. Then I left and thought it would be forever. After two weeks I realized that I was pregnant - we were trying all the time. The same day he called me just like that, or rather because the other woman had left him, but he didn't admit it until she called me to talk. 1 month has passed since then, and we have continued with divisions, dramas and lies. He is with this woman again, and I am alone and pregnant. I'm writing all this, not to pity me because the blame for everything is mine and no one else's. I write everything because I need advice from strangers.

How do I deal with all this hell of mine? I don't think I can handle myself this time, and I realize I need help and advice, but I don't know where to look. I will appreciate any response from you

Last Updated
August 03, 2020
Author:
fuktslaves

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