We cannot determine our own sexuality. In your case, it's good to think that you actually like men between the ages of 30 and 45 somewhere, which I don't find strange at all. These are real men who are still young, but experienced and built characters. I myself have such an attraction and of course with increasing my own age I do not like 2-3 times older men than me, and about 20-30 years older. This preference has been maintained over the years. I read a lot of psychological literature, Freud, Jung and co. and I decided it was stupid to fight my sexuality. I also don't have a problem with my father and I don't like men at all who look like him in any way. My father is actually young, but he is not a mature and self-confident person either. I don't know what to advise you except to tell you, that if you fight against your preference, you will only be tormented and you will not achieve anything real. I did not compromise with myself, I just stayed alone and a virgin until the end of high school, and after I went to study in Sofia there was more choice and in general a person can be himself there. My first friend was 39 and I was 19, 14 years later we are still together, we are a family and we have children. I do not regret. I live a very good and quiet life with a man who has found himself, while many of my friends from high school are divorced and have changed a lot of men at that time. They scare me a lot about what I would do if my husband died. I don't know, to be honest, but until that happens, I intend to enjoy every minute with him, and besides, my husband has been with me for 14 years, and the husbands of everyone around me dumped them after 3-5 years. with two small children. Do not live for others, but for yourself. I will not go into details, but sex with such a man is great because he has experience. To this day, I do not like young men or men my age, and I find only men who are at least 20 years older than me attractive and interesting. Not that I have to look for a man, but I generally talk. I do not regret anything and this was the best decision in my life - I did not compromise with myself. I was at my prom alone and had a great time! but in principle I speak. I do not regret anything and this was the best decision in my life - I did not compromise with myself. I was at my prom alone and had a great time! but in principle I speak. I do not regret anything and this was the best decision in my life - I did not compromise with myself. I was at my prom alone and had a great time!
1 orangeegyptofficial answered
As a 32-year-old man, I'm glad there are people like you. And I only like those of your age and a little over your age.