It's me again, the author of the topic about money and the lack of life below :) This is again a kind of "call" for help. It's been a few days since I wrote that topic. Life goes on at the same pace 25 hours a day. What happened, it happened that I found that I became so busy that at a time when I was left with nothing to do and I felt weird. Again from the car window at the traffic lights I look at people, I see happy faces. I see a lot of beautiful girls who look decent, I mentally transfer some drawings and projects :)) The other day I saw such a beautiful girl crossing the traffic light, I want to get down and talk to her in the middle of the road :)) Nnnoo this is Bulgaria: )) I will be cursed to the 9th knee if I block the boulevard for a hello :))) .. Several times I walked with some acquaintances on the main, but after a long time walking around a lot of people I feel uncomfortable, the moment I sit behind the glass of the car I feel good, I'm estranged, almost every night I go to run at the rowing base ... just to play sports :) I go alone because people people around me say that I don't have a mind, it's better to soak in a squadron or in a vision. Strange, I feel good, I feel strong, but I'm really a lonely person, this life has separated me from valuable people. The other day I was traveling to Sofia and I was thinking .. have I loved until now ... There was a girl this summer, I finally decided that she is human, I was wrong of course .. I missed her a lot, but I don't think I loved her, well I was hurt that I was deceived ... I came to the conclusion that I did not love a person outside my family, I was never given the chance to love a girl ... As I thought this nonsense, something very strange happened ... I was driving for 120-130, I don't know .. I was dreaming :)) And suddenly in the rearview mirror I saw that a car was approaching at great speed and I it hits from behind .. I was so startled .. it killed all my thoughts about love in a second :)) And to grumble and not to grumble now, SHE is not here, if she was here I would not write this, now my soul is sick. I want to watch a movie with her now or take her for a walk by car to Sofia, for example, just to talk and someone to make me smile, for a long time I haven't even smiled in business. it killed all my thoughts about love in a second :)) And to grumble and not to grumble now, SHE is not here, if she was here I would not write this, now my soul is sick. I want to watch a movie with her now or take her for a walk by car to Sofia, for example, just to talk and someone to make me smile, for a long time I haven't even smiled in business. it killed all my thoughts about love in a second :)) And to grumble and not to grumble now, SHE is not here, if she was here I would not write this, now my soul is sick. I want to watch a movie with her now or take her for a walk by car to Sofia, for example, just to talk and someone to make me smile, for a long time I haven't even smiled in business.
1 big9inche answered
Oh, I sympathize with you. I think you need to talk to someone real about this. If you want we can write to you. Good luck, I wish you to find the right solution to all your confused thoughts.