A Difficult Story

The Story

Hello :) So far I have read a lot of stories here and I'm sorry but all of them are generally terribly dumb and / or easy to solve, so I will share my story which is kind of much more difficult. In general, I'm a boy of almost 17 and I still don't have a boyfriend. It's not like I'm ugly or I'm in bad shape or I don't understand "Body Language" ... my theory is that I'm just out of luck. The nasty part is that it kind of depresses me. I see couples around me all the time and it almost always makes me think what it would feel like if I had a boyfriend. To be able to feel her soft, warm skin or her fragrant scent, or her magical eyes in which I can immerse myself forever, or touch her angelic hair. To have someone who is devoted to me and I to her, one that will save me from my torment and add more meaning to my life. Every woman is unique in her own way and each one has something to fall in love with (the way she smiles or just her personality). In general, these thoughts cause me pain that I would call agonizing. When I think about it, this pain sucks the life out of me and just leaves me ... empty. So I'm generally kind of desperate and I don't know what to do except ignore it all as much as I can. I have been looking for a boyfriend for 2-3 years now and I have reached the point where the weaker ones are mentally betrayed or broken internally. Thanks for the time :) skype: k.e_shade (if you want to contact me for any reason: P) Every woman is unique in her own way and each one has something to fall in love with (the way she smiles or just her personality). In general, these thoughts cause me pain that I would call agonizing. When I think about it, this pain sucks the life out of me and just leaves me ... empty. So I'm generally kind of desperate and I don't know what to do except ignore it all as much as I can. I have been looking for a boyfriend for 2-3 years now and I have reached the point where the weaker ones are mentally betrayed or broken internally. Thanks for the time :) skype: k.e_shade (if you want to contact me for any reason: P) Every woman is unique in her own way and each one has something to fall in love with (the way she smiles or just her personality). In general, these thoughts cause me pain that I would call agonizing. When I think about it, this pain sucks the life out of me and just leaves me ... empty. So I'm generally kind of desperate and I don't know what to do except ignore it all as much as I can. I have been looking for a boyfriend for 2-3 years now and I have reached the point where the weaker ones are mentally betrayed or broken internally. Thanks for the time :) skype: k.e_shade (if you want to contact me for any reason: P) So, in general, I'm kind of desperate and I don't know what to do except ignore all this as much as I can. I have been looking for a boyfriend for 2-3 years now and I have reached the point where the weaker ones are mentally betrayed or broken internally. Thanks for the time :) skype: k.e_shade (if you want to contact me for any reason: P) So, in general, I'm kind of desperate and I don't know what to do except ignore all this as much as I can. I have been looking for a boyfriend for 2-3 years now and I have reached the point where the weaker ones are mentally betrayed or broken internally. Thanks for the time :) skype: k.e_shade (if you want to contact me for any reason: P)

Last Updated
October 18, 2020
Author:
rubberband_man9

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