A Difficult Choice Between Two Men

My story may sound pretty teenage to you, but I still need advice. I've been engaged for a year and a half, but things haven't been going well lately. He almost owns me now, he is cooler with me, he rarely tells me I love you, I lose sex, and in general I don't feel very happy with him. But on the other hand, sex is just perfect, the best I've ever done. Meanwhile, a friend of mine with whom I had a claim before admitted to me that he still had feelings for me, and showed it to me on every occasion. He always asks me to see you for coffee, asks me when you're free again, to see you and so on. In general, this 2nd man is much more promising than my current one. In a sense, he is more ambitious both as a job and as personal plans. And more financially stable (don't think I'm just another gold digger, I'm not, I'm a girl who just doesn't want to waste her youth and future). But on the other hand, we don't fit in bed, mainly because of the more modest size of his dignity (and I'm used to being bigger and fatter because of my current boyfriend, but I'm not as wide as a bucket, I'm narrow from below) Is it better to stay with a man who doesn't care if he will be with me or not, just for the sake of good sex, or to be satisfied with more unsatisfactory sex for me, but a more stable man who at least cares about him for me and he doesn't care if I will be with him or not. I am 20 years old and the boys are a little older than me. Thanks to those who read my whole topic, as well as to those who left a comment! Any adequate opinion is valuable to me !!! But on the other hand, we don't fit in bed, mainly because of the more modest size of his dignity (and I'm used to being bigger and fatter because of my current boyfriend, but I'm not as wide as a bucket, I'm narrow from below) Is it better to stay with a man who doesn't care if he will be with me or not, just for the sake of good sex, or to be satisfied with sex that is more unsatisfactory for me, but a more stable man who at least cares about him for me and he doesn't care if I will be with him or not. I am 20 years old and the boys are a little older than me. Thanks to those who read my whole topic, as well as to those who left a comment! Any adequate opinion is valuable to me !!! But on the other hand, we don't fit in bed, mainly because of the more modest size of his dignity (and I'm used to being bigger and fatter because of my current boyfriend, but I'm not as wide as a bucket, I'm narrow from below) I wonder Is it better to stay with a man who doesn't care if he will be with me or not, just for the sake of good sex, or to be satisfied with sex that is more unsatisfactory for me, but a more stable man who at least cares about him for me and he doesn't care if I will be with him or not. I am 20 years old and the boys are a little older than me. Thanks to those who read my whole topic, as well as to those who left a comment! Any adequate opinion is valuable to me !!! I'm tight from the bottom) I wonder if it's better to stay with a man who doesn't care if he will be with me or not, just for the sake of good sex, or to be satisfied with more unsatisfactory sex for me, but more stable a man who at least cares about me and doesn't care if I'm with him or not. I am 20 years old and the boys are a little older than me. Thanks to those who read my whole topic, as well as to those who left a comment! Any adequate opinion is valuable to me !!! I'm tight from the bottom) I wonder if it's better to stay with a man who doesn't care if he will be with me or not, just for the sake of good sex, or to be satisfied with more unsatisfactory sex for me, but more stable a man who at least cares about me and doesn't care if I'm with him or not. I am 20 years old and the boys are a little older than me. Thanks to those who read my whole topic, as well as to those who left a comment! Any adequate opinion is valuable to me !!!