Hello! A 20-year-old girl writes to you. 4 years ago I fell in love with a girl for the first time. We were very close friends. After a while, I confessed to her, and she said she didn't feel that way, but her actions said otherwise. Over time, I moved away from her because I fell in love with a very close friend of mine, a boy. I loved and appreciated him very much, we were terribly close, we had jokes and intimate moments, but without sex. I told him (I prefer to express my feelings to know if there is a chance that something will happen, noo and he cut me off -friendzone-a). My whole world revolved around him. Once we had a fierce fight and we didn't talk for several months - I was guilty, but he looked for me and we got along. Half a year together as friends, in which I burned even more on it and we quarreled again and ended up finally .. There is no chance to ever communicate again, but I'm damn hurt. I constantly fall in love with the wrong people. I don't even know what I really like ... After our separation I had no interest in anything or anyone, but I got together with a new company and I have feelings for one of the girls. She's not homo, but she's teasing, she's very ashamed of me when I compliment her or she has a lot of fun with my jokes, and I'm glad to be with her, but from time to time she makes comments about different guys that are super cool and so on. I would not admit anything to her. I can't handle another rejection, but my love life isn't going well. I can't even afford to fall in love anymore. when I compliment her or she has a lot of fun with my jokes, and I'm glad to be with her, but from time to time she makes comments about different guys that are super cool, etc. I wouldn't admit anything to her. I can't handle another rejection, but my love life isn't going well. I can't even afford to fall in love anymore. when I compliment her or she has a lot of fun with my jokes, and I'm glad to be with her, but from time to time she makes comments about different guys that are super cool, etc. I wouldn't admit anything to her. I can't handle another rejection, but my love life isn't going well. I can't even afford to fall in love anymore.