Hi. A boy in my 20s I'm a socialist and I don't have a boyfriend, no friends and no job, and I don't have a psyche I hate people and I want to always be alone. I stay home all day, I don't like going anywhere. My dad beat me up when I was younger and most people hated me at school, and now I hate everyone. I know I shouldn't hate it, but that's how I'm used to trying to change doesn't work. I'm always a pessimist, and I always run away from people for shame and fear. From 2014-15 I became like this, i used to have friends and even a boyfriend when I was 10. I know I'm to blame for the situation I'm in right now, but I can't stand up because of my fear and shame. I think one day I'm going to go crazy and kill myself, even though I'm afraid to do that. I'm weak and I can't fight, I admit.
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alyybear answered · June 17, 2020
Are you a programmer?
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bigtits1234 answered · June 17, 2020
Why are you writing here? Do you have a question?
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vale__bigboobs answered · June 17, 2020
What city are you from? I am from Varna, I also have a camera with which I photograph the events that take place in the summer-concerts, ceremonies, cinema screenings in the open air! I'm 35, I love cultural life, I don't care, and I don't look for them, I usually go 30 minutes. earlier, sometimes and later, but I look to be there on time, on 01.11 there was a folklore concert in "Varna" DKS, I managed to sit next to the sound team, it was more important that everything be in the frame! The host was Plamen Georgiev, and the biggest impression was made by me the first two performances that the bagpipers played -"Where are you true, love folk?" and "Wind, Balkan moan!", and the hall was almost full, there were also children who played and sang, and some of the performances and my performers were already familiar -on stage "Rakina" also had folklore concerts, and now the same performers were in DKS-Varna" No, I'm not afraid of people, no one's hurt me, even though I'm wearing equipment for almost 2,000 leva-i got a phone-Samsung S 8! It's just that the atmosphere itself is predisposing and there is no place to panic! There's a stream of calm everywhere! It's just my hobby-find and you some hobby -i hope you'il feel better by doing something favorite for yourself!
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sarhapink answered · June 17, 2020
Often the way one perceives the world is the way he perceives himself - the world is a mirror.
I think start from there, from your head.
Apparently, things have happened to you that have left you as painful scars in your mind and made you shut yourself down. But the dry truth is that the one you can count on the most right now is you.
Trust your idea more and start clearing up the dirt to see that life can also be colorful. You see him, you'il see for yourself.
Head up, start living life, not be scared of it!
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fishman123421 answered · June 17, 2020
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Because the site is called "share" and no one should have any reason to write here, besides the desire to share its story.
I'm sorry if I sound offensive to you, but that's the truth.
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sexylax69 answered · June 17, 2020
"I hate people"...
I hate suckers like you. Losers who loathe man and human and humanity in man, but prefer to direct their love and love not to a close person, but to some animal, for example, dogs. Why do you write here?
It has been proven that such loners and introverts are mentally ill freaks and human-minded people. If he had that opportunity, he wouldn't be distinguishable from the man-made Hitler.
You have to blame yourself for your sick state, not other people! Other people are not to blame!
And learn to love and respect people, you're not the only one in this world! The world doesn't revolve around you! If you want to get respect, love from people- learn and YOU to love and respect people, starting with your parents, your loved ones, and then to readers friends - if you have one!
If you hate people, your parents, your loved ones - then heal!
If you hate people, your parents, your family, your friends - then go and live with the animals!
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cali_bunny answered · June 18, 2020
Psychologist
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thebigcitykittykat answered · June 18, 2020
I've gone the same way. I've always been a misanthrope and I like to be, because unlike the table, I'm a realist and I see not human beings, but arrogant robots rotten from the inside. It's very rare to see valued people, but there are...
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marywon answered · June 19, 2020
To number 9
If you hate men, if you're a man-hater, you're below than we humans. You're below as an animal situation. You're rotten.
And one more thing:
it would be good for such nonsense as you, and the author to hide somewhere, and you hate people anyway, you do not have to live with people. Man-of-the-world nothingness should not live in human society!
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sweetkira555 answered · June 19, 2020
My suggestion is to get on with it, or find a pessimist like you to talk to. After all, we humans feel best among the like. I'm personally optimistic, and I don't understand you, so I advise you to find one of your own. Luck!