20 And Asocial

The Story

Hi. A boy in my 20s I'm a socialist and I don't have a boyfriend, no friends and no job, and I don't have a psyche I hate people and I want to always be alone. I stay home all day, I don't like going anywhere. My dad beat me up when I was younger and most people hated me at school, and now I hate everyone. I know I shouldn't hate it, but that's how I'm used to trying to change doesn't work. I'm always a pessimist, and I always run away from people for shame and fear. From 2014-15 I became like this, i used to have friends and even a boyfriend when I was 10. I know I'm to blame for the situation I'm in right now, but I can't stand up because of my fear and shame. I think one day I'm going to go crazy and kill myself, even though I'm afraid to do that. I'm weak and I can't fight, I admit.

Last Updated
June 17, 2020
Author:
godric60

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