Hello, I am a first year student (I left 1 year earlier) and I am 18 years old. I live with my grandparents, I keep in touch with my father who after parting with my mother settled with his girlfriend in the next neighborhood, after which a child was born - my sister ... The story with my mother is more ... difficult ... after they broke up with my father, she met another man in Italy, where both of my brothers are from, I haven't seen or heard from them for about 10 years ... Later my mother became entangled with some Russian sects that took her money and as far as I know - destroyed her mentally with pills and systematic religious fanaticism ... I shared my family history because I think it has to do with the real problem I'm writing about - anxiety ... In principle, I'm very quiet and meek person,
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You have had a very nasty childhood and it can't help but affect you. I'm glad you found the strength to stand up and move on. don't bother with a tray that you didn't have a serious girlfriend. I know this is bothering you, but you will see that you will squeeze one very soon and you will see that it was worth the wait. i also got my first kiss late maybe 17-18 years old but it was great really. received at a party. so you yourself said that you are not closed, go to some party with friends (why not on New Year's Eve) there will always be a girl you do not know and if you like it, go. download. I don't know if she helped you, don't despair. You have experienced so many things, so this will ruin you :)) wish you much success and write if there is progress