Which To Choose? The End Or The Hope?

The Story

My boyfriend and I have been living outside Bulgaria for 3 months. We have been dealing with 7 years. But since we started living together, we definitely got to know each other much better. There are always a lot of new faces that I haven't seen before and I wonder what to do, I doubt my love for this person anymore. Ever since I came to live with him, he has relaxed a lot - when we fight, he starts hitting me .. Whatever he says should happen, he is capricious .. The other big problem is - HIS MOTHER! She doesn't like me. She constantly interferes in our relationships, blames me for our scandals. And he knows about the scandals from him .. He shares everything, they are often heard .. This just drives me crazy. I tried to talk to him, but she stands by her side. Before we lived together, she was much more respectful of me, but now that's not the case. What can I do, should I turn my back on everything? when I already have what I always wanted, to live one day with this man away from his family ... And to return to our rotten country and wander to find the right one. Or stay and hope this ever stops? And this mother-in-law to show understanding? When I imagine that we are parting, both my heart breaks and I feel relieved .. I am divided, I am confused ... All this came to me in many these 3 months - his mother, the beating, this attitude towards me ... I am expected such a turnaround for those years. I didn't imagine it that way, I'm terribly confused. I'm used to it and it's hard for me to make a decision, because if I put an end to it, it will be forever. Or stay and hope this ever stops? And this mother-in-law to show understanding? When I imagine that we are parting, both my heart breaks and I feel relieved .. I am divided, I am confused ... All this came to me in many these 3 months - his mother, the beating, this attitude towards me ... I am expected such a turnaround for those years. I didn't imagine it that way, I'm terribly confused. I'm used to it and it's hard for me to make a decision, because if I put an end to it, it will be forever. Or stay and hope this ever stops? And this mother-in-law to show understanding? When I imagine that we are parting, both my heart breaks and I feel relieved .. I am divided, I am confused ... All this came to me in many these 3 months - his mother, the beating, this attitude towards me ... I am expected such a turnaround for those years. I didn't imagine it that way, I'm terribly confused. I'm used to it and it's hard for me to make a decision, because if I put an end to it, it will be forever.

Last Updated
August 03, 2020
Author:
gia_manncini

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