Suspected Of Tongue Cancer!

The Story

I am afraid to go to the doctor, I am afraid to share with my relatives. The truth is, I smoke, I drink, my voice is hoarse. It's hard for me to swallow. Very irresponsible on my part! Don't go to the doctor until now! I noticed that for a year my tongue was yellow and coated, sores appeared on the corners of my lips, cars, blackheads on my teeth. I jokingly asked an ENT friend (Ear-nose-throat), mentioning that it was an acquaintance, and he said quite jokingly and slightly carelessly that my acquaintance had laryngitis and was paranoid. However, my ears also hurt, not just when I swallow. I'm afraid it's either cancer of the mouth, or of the throat, or of the tongue. For the latter, I know that it is almost incurable, especially if it is in an advanced stage, and it developed too quickly. It seems to be in an advanced stage for me, because I also got pimples. But I smoke it wrong! Cigarette salivation, and so on. An acquaintance died on the 21st. I'm 23, I haven't seen anything in my life yet, I haven't even finished my studies! It's my own fault! And I deserve reproach, because even after the doubts arose, I did not break my bad habits. Yes, I went to the doctor. But I'm furry! People, I'm very scared. What to do? I act like a puzzle, I know. And whoever does what he can, no one else can. From fucking simplicity! I don't even think about my relatives. Insult me! But people, I want to live. What would you advise me? It's urgent. Please post my story, because I haven't been on my own for a few days, I'm looking at pictures of cancer patients, and one to one! Even shadows appeared under my eyes, I got a sick look. And I haven't had sex yet, but that's another matter! ... Don't spare me the truth. Are there people who have survived this disease, and at what stage? ... Thanks in advance to both those who will write and the moderators. I fully accept statements such as: "Why haven't you gone to the doctor yet, what have you been waiting for", "Don't write here, but go for tests", because I caused it out of stupidity and selfishness!

Last Updated
September 17, 2020
Author:
justanaveragecock26

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