Hello! I have a slightly different story and a lot stupider than most of you, but let me tell you anyway, because I wouldn't talk to anyone about it anyway, and sometimes you need to pour out your thoughts somewhere. Last night I had a strange dream and this thing doesn't stay in my head all day. I have had a serious relationship for a year and a half, during which I used to be together all the time, literally 24/7, but we had to be separated in the summer. In general, we haven't seen each other for a month and I really miss the intimacy between us. We were supposed to live together again on September 10, but due to unforeseen circumstances this will happen around the 25th without an exact date, which to be honest annoys me, because because of his busy schedule I can't arrange my own. Last night I had one of those dreams, the colorful ones, in which everything is very detailed and arranged, as if it were not a dream, but some alternative reality. I even saw people's faces, and this happens extremely rarely in ... sleep. It was quite detailed, so I will not go into details and I will tell you the most important thing. I dreamed that he was already 25 and my friend hadn't come home yet and I'm quite hurt by that. Everyone is with their boyfriends and having fun, a party is organized for the beginning of the school year (since we are students), where I see a boy from my class at school who also looks depressed and asks me what's wrong with me and if I want to have a drink. something. We walk away from the crowd and talk for a long time about meaningful things, and at one point we grab ourselves and we feel good, but then ... we realize that we've both cheated, that it's not right. In fact, while kissing him, I think about my boy, it doesn't come to sex - just pushing. He tells me that I shouldn't tell anyone about it and he leaves quite scared. I myself return to the party, where after a while I receive a message from the classmate in question that it was a mistake and should not have gotten there. Except that I receive it not in a personal message, but in a chat about the party and everything is read, even my boyfriend and his girlfriend - another mistake has been made. Then my boy shows up and says, "What did you do that you shouldn't tell anyone?" And I woke up. Actually, we never talked to this classmate, because he wasn't even in my class - I was in A, he was in B. I never sympathized with him, he didn't study at my university, I haven't seen him for more than 2 years, I did not know he had a girlfriend. Today I dug into FB and the boy definitely has a girlfriend and she definitely looks like in my dream! It's damn weird, but I think about it all day, like we've really talked, and all day I'm sick of it, like I've really cheated. I do not like various dreamers, etc., I personally think that everything is due to the two weeks of bonus, during which we will be separated from my friend. I guess that disappointed me more than I thought. And as for this boy ... what is this sudden interest two years later? Yes, he is definitely a very nice, young man, but so far I have never looked at him with such eyes. And why him? And why don't we usually see faces in our dreams, or are the dreams themselves black and white, and in this case it wasn't? This human imagination and psyche are very mysterious and strange things, don't you think? Yeah Al that sounds pretty crap to me, Looks like BT aint for me either.
1 naastysweetii answered
It's not scary, if we haven't all dreamed, then in our imagination we imagined someone else for a minute during sex. I've only been married for three years, but I wonder if I would ever fall in love with someone else, for example. People get bored with cohabitation.