Hi! I'm an 18-year-old boy. I do a kind of art sport. Two years ago, when I was 16, with the team I train with, we went to a town near Sofia, to camp. Besides our team there was, he had to travel with us and a team from Macedonia. And right now, I saw this girl. You made an incredible impression on me. She's two years younger than me. We were at this camp for five days and both teams. I met the girl. We got close and things worked out between us, and you could say that already on the 3rd - that day we were together. But what would happen when we got home and split up? I believe in a long-distance relationship. My best friend has been in a relationship for four years. That didn't bother me. The time has come to get home. We started hearing almost every day on video chat. These video chats have become increasingly rare and rarer. After a month, me and my team went to camp again to another destination. While I was at this camp, it was a birthday on one of the days. I've had a lot of respect for her, of course, and I've had serious connections to send her amazing gifts in a very difficult way, because Macedonia is not in the European Union and it's cost me a lot. I also noticed a boy who had celebrated her birthday in a more peculiar and close-up way. I didn't pay attention because for me, faith in a relationship is super important, so I decided not to be jealous of her. But after a month already, as I was walking with my best friend, I saw that same boy wanted to add me as a friend on social media. I accepted his request. I logged in and saw... she and he's been together a long time. Then I got into a fight with her, she of course justified that it had nothing to do with him and that this between us wasn't real. I stopped writing to her. And she didn't call me. It's been a year. My team and I had a part in Macedonia. We intercepted each other and she was friendly with me, like nothing had happened between us and started messing with a close friend of mine. That didn't make a good impression on me at all. It's been another year. It was already 2 and there was a wound in me, a depth that was eating me from the inside, as if I wanted to tell her something, or maybe she could feel the pain I felt. I texted her two years later. He didn't write again with much desire. I asked her if she had a boyfriend, and she denied it. And she also told me that she thought I'd forgotten her, so I didn't write to her in two years. And the last thing I said to her was that we could at least remain friends, which I doubted, and she only said we were far away. She basically noticed that she is quite a superficial person, wants a lot of gifts, all the nicest and be on top. She's one of those people who doesn't appreciate the gesture, it's what you give them. Now you're going to tell yourself it's a muffin. But I don't think she's like that... I don't know... maybe because it was one of my biggest thrills in life, or super great love, and now the question is - am I ready to fully experience it? Thank you!